2011-5-10 12:12 PM
星空的鋼琴手
我唔想失去佢,我真係好鐘意佢,我應該點做..?各位教𠗐我得唔得.求𠗐你地.唔該你地!=[
我鐘意一個男仔,係2年前已經同佢表白,當時佢覺得好驚嚇.因為第一次有人向佢表白.佢接受唔到,之後幾個月見到我都被開我..
但係之後冇幾耐佢開始慢慢接受我(唔係同我一齊),係我地逐漸關係愈來愈好,佢對我好好,好關心我,佢每日都會搵我,佢係會日日都交代佢個行程,佢做每樣野都會同我講..仲成日兩個人出去玩,佢會拖住我,我玪佢會俾個搏頭我休息𠗐,我凍戈時佢會捉住我雙手幚我取暖,佢仲攬過我.我地戈時ge關係好似情侶一樣,但係就偏偏佢冇講過鐘意我..但係個個人都睇到,我自己都感覺到佢只係會咁對我,對其他女仔佢冇..佢令到我更加鐘意佢..
前2個月開始,我聽人講過曾經有另外一個女仔(A)鐘意過佢,A同我都ok fd..佢都知我鐘意戈個男仔,但係A個好朋友(B)同A嘈左交,反左面,之後就同我FD左,B同我講A鐘意過佢,佢地成日SMS,上年暑假仲有時搵戈個男仔兩個人出街,仲成機搵過戈個男仔上佢屋企整電腦,但係戈個男仔冇去,A一直冇講俾我聽佢鐘意過戈個男仔,佢仲送生日禮物俾戈個男仔,戈個男仔影低左個禮物用黎做ICON都用左有成3個幾月..之前佢地仲玩交換ICON,,我知呢個係A要求GE..互送生日禮物都係A要求GE,但係我接同唔到,直至我嬲.我係有諗過個男仔利用我做佢地GE煙幕.又諗過佢利用我激A, A又利用戈個男仔個兄弟黎激番佢,之後佢地知道咩事,A同我講佢已經冇鐘意佢,但係其實我FEEL到仲有.A係一個同個個男仔都係好曖昧關係GE人,佢對個個男仔都係咁,所以好難睇到佢係鐘意邊個..但係我留意到佢係仲鐘意戈個男仔..
其實我一直都會諗戈個男仔係咪鐘意A,所以我係呢兩個月開始想問佢,我同佢講我覺得佢同A有D野,佢就答我,佢地一D野都冇,只係純粹SMS..但係我唔信,咁我就隔一段時間就會搵番呢件事出黎講,因為我成日都係覺得佢對A係有D感覺..咁跟住上個星期我同佢講係最後一次同佢講呢D,我問埋呢次以後都唔會再問,咁我就好認真同佢講,我覺得佢對A有感覺LA,咁佢話冇,佢仲話如果係有GE,佢唔會同我係到講野,由得我亂諗算..咁之後我就冇問到LA..跟住放完假番黎我FEEL到佢唔理我,我冇佢係咪嬲,佢話係嬲,嬲我唔信佢,不斷質疑佢,又話我成日都話佢唔理我(佢係有理我,只係我覺得唔夠><),又話一直都係佢搵我,咁耐我都冇搵過佢(我承認我一直都係想佢搵我),又話最唔鐘意人誤會佢(姐係我誤會佢同A有野,佢鐘意A咁..)..之後佢就好嬲LA,直至前兩日佢話冇嬲,但係我覺得佢冇嬲同嬲一樣都係咁.佢唔搵我,唔同我講野,我問佢係咪想以後都係咁,佢話佢唔知講咩好..我又問佢係咪覺得而家咁都冇所謂,佢又答我係冇所謂..我唔知佢係因為之前太嬲先會咁講定係佢真係咁諗..我諗我戈時係好煩,成日都同佢講呢件事,但係我而家想選擇信佢.我好想變番之前咁,我唔期望之後我地GE關係會更加好,我只係唔想好似而家咁..我應該點做啊..?求𠗐你地教我點做..我真係好鐘意佢,我因為佢我放棄左幾次去外國讀書GE機會.我唔想冇左佢..