件事發生係一年前左右~

我同我既ex gf係網上識左...同時識左班fd...當中仲有而家既gf

初時我地都有間中成班出黎玩丫咁...果時仲同而家gf唔熟既...

我同我既ex既感情愈黎愈差...果時而家既gf仲幫我...又幫我買野送俾ex gf咁...

直到我同ex gf分左手...我仲係到等佢...

等左一排先知佢呃緊我...我原來做左第三者好耐...就冇左等落去...

係等緊期間...我又唔食野又好少訓...都係多得而家gf安慰我鼓勵我...

佢仲日日陪我傾計..

到我知道ex gf有第三者之後...而家gf就成日搵我...

仲有sms,一齊玩丫咁...

隔左排...佢問我仲等唔等個ex.  我話唔等....

佢就話想同我一齊...我果時都應承左佢...

我問佢點解同我一齊...但之前又幫我買野俾ex...

佢話見到鐘意ge人幸福..佢就幸福...

果排我地成日傾又sms又玩...

佢去親街都話我知...而我都係...

就算我出街夜番佢都等我番先訓...

同佢兩個月之後...大家開始淡左咁...

我sms佢  sd 十次先回一次..

電話又成日聽唔到...又唔打返俾我...(我見佢d fd打去佢聽唔到...佢會搵返人)

搞到我冇咩動力搵佢...因為佢係屋企...會阿佢阿爸阿媽偷聽...

除左sms..只有佢搵我先傾到...而佢好少搵我...

佢開始鐘意on msn就on  off就off...唔會話我知...

我同fd出左兩日街...就話我成日出...

但我有講低佢知...

幾日後佢話出街...又唔講低去邊...之後都係咁...

等我成日擔心佢去邊...

佢病果時...我成日提佢食藥..關心佢...

而我病?佢唔會理..唔會問...

佢唔開心果時...我安慰佢...

我唔開心? 佢都唔會理我...唔會同我分享...

由於佢今年考alevel...所以我好少約佢出街...想佢讀好書...下年大把時間出...

亦唔成日搵佢...

佢今月中生日...我仲買左份生日禮物俾佢...仲想俾驚喜佢架...

可惜...我次次送親野俾人都送唔出...

尋晚佢無啦啦同我講...

話我地之間有問題...大家冇咩共同興趣..除左一齊玩online game外..冇咩話題..

又話好悶...有時同我講野解釋幾次好煩...頂我唔順咁...

又話我地諗野唔同..價值觀又唔同..

乜愛唔係恆久忍耐咩...互相包容....

點解佢變左咁多....

佢尋日問我點....叫我今日俾答覆佢...

我應該點做好呢.....?

我又好鐘意佢....但有時我都成日擔心佢係邊去邊而煩惱....又搵唔到佢...又唔回我...仲話洗唔洗寫報告同我匯報去邊....佢開頭都唔係咁既....

我應該點做好???

thx你呀,,,,都打返咁長黎回@@

尋晚佢msn hi左我...問我想點....

又問我覺得應該點做...

我唔係好識講野...開頭我話俾時間大家靜下...

佢都話好既....我諗諗下...都係唔好....

唔想分開...可惜佢話我唔夠武斷又遲應佢...等到佢好火...

我想講....平時我搵佢等成幾個鐘先應....但都唔想話返佢了...一陣又鬧交

我真係好亂唔識講先遲應佢...仲有我仲未做功課....都on黎同佢講...

最後都係變左分手,,,佢仲話會好好做我fd,,,佢話唔係家人問題..係佢自己問題..又唔係我錯..

我總覺得佢收埋d野...唔肯講...係到呃我扮惡...同埋佢近排有個病...都唔知點...

問佢係咪仲鐘意我....佢又唔肯答....

佢成日又扮冇野....唔知佢有d咩秘密唔講得....唉...

仲有佢就生日...都唔知點算好~~

我買左既野已經唔岩送架啦~~  

唔知點解成日諗起佢...一諗就好心痛咁~~

而家見佢on想搵佢...但怕佢又冇反應/冷淡....

仲係有d亂  唔知點算好